Something is not right

I feel quite annoyed with myself. I do everything to get my thoughts away from straying and still when I am exhausted to the bone, it's always there. Which comes to the point that I should not even be talking about this because all it does is remind me of it. (Isn't that humourous?) I thought I should be at least a little cheerful that finals are over. But school kept things at bay. And now it's all back. I seriously should shut myself up.

I feel abandoned like how a dog feels left at home while the owner goes out. Helplessly waiting for the owner to come back so everything is back to normal.

I feel tired.

Yes, that is what I wanted to get at.

I am terribly tired and my mind is all a jumble.

Gravity...

is working is against me

It gets better everytime.

Why?

I thought I should feel relief. I don't.

I thought I should be free. I'm not.

Why?

Why?

Why?

The future seems darker...

than the past.

Why do people say good old times?

The future seems bleak in a lot of ways (maybe)

But isn't there always good things happening too?

Why does time past so fast when were having a good time?

Is everything just a matter of time?

Fireworks part 4 - China

These are the last of the fireworks last week. I skipped South Africa and UK thinking they weren't going to be as good as China (and also because I was trying to study for lab finals) but it turned out that they were the better ones. Who would have thought that UK would be better than the very founders of fireworks?








I thought this was pretty kool. I borrowed these pair of 3D looking glasses from a friend and it was super cool! It would have been even more kool if... well, let's not go there... Mmh, so to those who were concerned, I did not die. I am alive (barely) while trying to study for the rest of the finals. The house is empty because the host family is in Alberta (yAhoo!) and... I got my own place with a friend!

Lots to digest, eh?
Until next time.