7.44 a.m.

FACT: THAT'S HOW SUMMER SHOULD BE LIKE.

Summer school didn't exactically turn out the way I wanted it to start off. My week is over but I have 200 pages to read just for Biology. I decided in the end to take on 3 courses which I thought was a "light load". I so doubt it now. I have to read The Da Vinci Code by Sunday which would be okay BUT I have a friggin' ton of Bio. I'm not even exagerating on the "ton". It weighs a friggin' ton. No wonder I turned out shorter than expected. Haha. Anyway, back to my complaints... I also have to read a whole chapter for Managerial Accounting. Exciting, isn't it? And before you all start asking me what I'm going to do with all this, DON'T. Because I don't know what the hell I'm going to do with any of this. I don't even know why I'm still in this program. But the problem is... I don't know what I want. Anyone want to help me figure this question out? It drives me mad. Everytime someone asks me what I plan to do with my life, I stone... I always end up saying I'm still going with the flow, trying to find what I want. But honestly... What the hell does that even mean?

Oh... And to top it all off, my I-pod crashed. Well, it DID. I wanted to charge it but it was a "malfunctioning unrecognized device" and when I pulled it out of the USB port, the image was stuck on the screen. SHIITTTZZZZ, right? I'm really not cut out for electrical items. If you can, keep them away from me because everything I have seems to crash. My bedside lamp blew 2 days ago so I can't read while in my bed without having to get out of bed to turn off the light now. My printer crashed a few days ago and it keeps friggin' blinking to change the ink cartridge but I already refilled the damn ink!.. -__- Haih... What did I do to deserve all this?

About 7.44 a.m... Well, for 3 days straight now, I've been waking up at 7.44 a.m.

Cliché...