Is it me or...

I feel old.
I actually feel like I have fun just doing nothing than something...
Which is weird.
I used to like doing some stuff.
And now I feel like I don't enjoy them at all.
Damn...

On the other hand, volunteering at the Vancouver Aquarium has been fun.
I feel like a part of something there.
I take little kids out to the galleries and teach them stuff about different animals.
They are awesome.
They ask the weirdest questions.
But are so adorable.
It's like you make a difference in their lives even though you know they will still end up throwing plastic bags around which end up in the sea which the sea turtles end up eating thinking they are jellyfish and die.
The ironies of life.

I have a midterm in 2 days. And I haven't done nuts.
I really should start reading but I'm just so lazy. I feel tired but I don't want to sleep now.
It's so sunny out there. I don't want to miss the sun.

I can't wait to go back.
When this term is over, I am definitely going to look for work.
And I am getting on a damn plane to go home!
That's all I want right now.