Free Association

Sigmund Freud came up with free association to treat his psycho-related patients. Basically, all you do is say whatever that comes to mind just there and then. So, I'm going to try this because I have too many things in my mind just flying all around my brain. and I really need an outlet.

Look. After. You. Love. Lost. Found. Died. Black. Rose. Creep. Help. Trying. Failing. Green. Hexa. Octopus. Swing. Smile. Family. Mint. Trippin'. Alcohol. Need. Linger. Water. Life. Daisies. Heart. Black. Night. Rain. Always. Grey. Arapaima. Sayang. Kenangan. Eclipse. Wrong. Right. Wrong. Busy Busy Busy Bee. I need more than 24 in a day. I don't need sleep. I need sleep. Saya perlu... Saya perlu... Ada apa dengan mu? I hate. I hate. I hate not knowing. I hate being alone. I hate trying to cover up. I hate trying to prove. I hate trying to be someone else. I hate pretending. I hate. (This isn't really turning out to be a very good feedback for myself. These words make so much and no sense all at the same time.) Belasah. Indah. Thinking. Always. Marujuana. Trying. Always. Forget. Things. I. am trying. Omega. Grey. Why? Why? Why? Money. Everybody needs money. Luxury. Fucked. Yes. I hate rain. Never. Distance. Triumph. Alone. And always. February. March. April. Why won't time fly faster? Why am I here? Why am I here? Why. am. I. here? Hancurkan. Akustatik. Statik. Burung merpati. Lari. Lari. Mengapa? Patah sayap. Long. Living. Lies.

You know what? I could go on forever. But this is just showing that the things that run in my head are so twisted right now that I need sleep or a life. I need 30 hours in a day. Can somebody change the hours in a day?