I'm FINE

I think I want to change my blog's name. Any suggestions? ANyone? It's sort of hard to explain especially to family members what is up with the blog name. Not that I can because it was well... random... But anyway... this week is such a bummer week. I had midterms and I think I might be flunking that Economics paper. I haven't been studying so I deserve whatever mark that comes my way. I just haven't had the mood to study, not that everybody has the mood but I just haven't been myself for a long while. I'm FINE everyone. It's just different I guess. I waste a lot of time doing nothing. I stay in my room most of the time since its warm-ER. I daydream in class. I daydream when I actually need to study. I daydream practically all the time. That's actually a normal thing that I do but now it's like... I don't even know what it's like now. I haven't been sleeping well though I seem to be doing fine day dreaming. I wake up every hour or so. And the other day I had such a bad nightmare I cried in my sleep and woke up crying. Again. I'm FINE. Don't ask me why it happened. It just did and my whole day was so fcked. All I wanted to do was sleep. But once I actually got back to my room, I couldn't. I hate that when that happens. It's a fcked up feeling. It makes you feel sick. I felt sick. and uncomfortable and just not in the mood for anything. Jeez, when the fck did I become so emo?

Anyway. just for the heck of saying it again. I'm FINE.