frozen

I can't feel my sensesI just feel the coldAll colours seem to fade awayI can't reach my soulI would stop runningIf I knew there was a chanceIt tears me apart to sacrifice it allBut I'm forced to let goTell me I'm frozenBut what can I do?Can't tell the reasonsI did it for youWhen lies turn into truth I sacrifice for youYou say that I am frozenBut what can I do?I can feel your sorrowYou won't forgive meBut I know you'll be alrightIt tears me apart that you will never knowBut I have to let goTell me I'm frozenBut what can I do?Can't tell the reasonsI did it for youWhen lies turn into truth I sacrifice for youYou say that I am frozenBut what can I do?Everything will slip awayShattered pieces will remainWhen memories fade into emptinessOnly time will tell its taleIf it all has been in vainI can't feel my sensesI just feel the coldFrozenBut what can I do?FrozenTell me I'm frozenBut what can I do?Can't tell the reasonsI did it for youWhen lies turn into truth I sacrifice for youYou say that I am frozen

burning desires

have you ever had that feeling?

it hurts...
it torments...
it makes you go insane...

and even all of that combined...

you won't let it go...

random...

ite getting boring to work nowadays..i miss school terribly...it used to be so fun not caring about anything..now its just...WORK WORK WORK..to get money at the end of the month so that i can actually have a life and shop...

oooh...BREAKING NEWS...

ee wing got into an accident..it is only "partly" her fault..heehehe..sorry darls..im being random today..she's fine..im really happy that she is..*i really am ok?* miss our random lunch sessions at AC..haih

american idol's michael johns is so friggin good..his voice is sooo sooooo dreammyyyy...it's like chris daughtry's...daughtry is wayyyyyy more sexy though..hehehe...oooh..whats even more sexy is that dude from lifehouse's voice...omg...i ENVY his wife..and him only being 20- something...and already married...

WTF do i want to do in life?can someone please tell me because i don't know at all..i am CLUELESS.......i definitely don't want a 9 to 5 job..trust me..it sucks...BIG TIME

lights out!...

Bavarian Bierhouse, The Curve

GUTEN TAG

our saturday dinner this week was at the Bavarian Bierhouse at the Curve. It's right next to big apple doughnuts and if your'e chinese you'll love this place..it mostly serves only P-O-R-K. the beer was friggin good though it was pricey....here's some pics for you to drool over...

bloggerisbeingabitch! it won't let me upload the rest of the pics but i can't be bothered to wait all day..looks good eh?friggin pricey too..

Toodles!..

please do your flirtings else where!

like seriously..im working at PWTC for the furniture exhibition..but i mean come on la..DON'T HIT ON A GIRL YOUNG ENOUGH TO BE YOUR DAUGHTER!!like hellloooooooooooo.....

sheeessshhhhh...i had to keep fidgeting with my phone to get them to bug off..and even that made them give their number to me..so the irritated i tell you!urgghhhh..dah lah my feet so pain standing whole day in heels, they come and hit on me and i have to take it with a smile?haihz....

some men just need to know their places....i swear...

halfway across the world

i took these pics while i was in bangkok..aren't they pretttyyyy?hehe..im so hooked on taking macro pics of flowers and naturistic stuff..haha..i'm working now in warner music..gets a lil boring..so i chat...or..i blast the music way high..hahaha..im just sitting there claiming songs..joking with zaman..my so-called boss..

hmm...i think i have a lil small crush on my penpal..and vice versa...hahaha..random??i know..hahha...he's halfway across the world..and i have never met him face to face...but we click so well..we chat like for hours at one go...and almost every day..it's funny how we met..we met online as well through my cousin, kin kin from sabah..they met through some online game and he wanted to chat with someone random from my list of contacts..i gave him illya's...HAHAHA..that must have made him stop asking me for my friends' contacts to chat with..anyway...he gave me "Koopa"'s...and then one day..we just chatted and became friends..or penpals..whichever..same difference..

joh and koopa suggest i do rastas..hahahaha...wing's like don't come near me!!but i don't think i can go through with it anyway..it just might ruin my hair and then what can i do??im gonna die..because im probabaly the worst person when it comes to self-grooming..hahaha..but i still need to know what to do with my hair...i want boy cut so badly but everyone is like giving my raised eyebrows...sheeshhhh

ooh...im trying to finish my latest drawing..it's of medusa..for those that don't know..go look it up!...

i just need a lil charcoal now to colour out the white parts..hmmm..