how do you forget something you don't want to forget? how do you move on with life then? you know, it's like i'm living another life. on the outside, everyone knows me as the girl that's going to be succesful in whatever that she does. nobody pressures me. everyone praises me. but the only problem is i don't see what they see. i am so lost in my life that i can hardly see myself ever being that succesful person they all think of me becoming. what do you do when you're in that position? can somebody tell me...
when the stars go blue...where do you go when youre lonely...i cannot face whatever that is bugging me..i can't face him..but i want to so badly at the same time..when youre longing for something or someone you love or despise all at the same time...what do you do?at times, when i think about it, i want more of it. but then i think of other events, and then i say that it is better this way.. i'm so fickle-minded about those sweet and bitter times that i lose myself in my thoughts..then when i snap out of it, i'm back to my stable composure..but it is only me that knows what really goes on..i'm just not that person everyone thinks i am..i'm not little miss perfect...
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