i've grown so accustomed to sleeping in the wee hours or the morning and waking up in the late afternoons that i can't sleep at all before 6 or 7 in the morning. so i come here to express my thoughts - the thoughts that i cannot seem to get rid off... i think and think and think until i can't think anymore..well, so much so i can't sleep at least..these thoughts never seem to disappear..there's a part of me that wants to let it all go but there's also another part of me that wants it to be there..forever reminding me of it all...
if someone or some event always bounce around in your mind..what do you do with it? it only brings back memories - memories you don't want to cloud your mind..but then why do you think back about it?..these secrets are not meant to be shared..so what do you do?..you end up thinking even more about it..do i hate these carousel of unwanted memories, desires, temptations?..no, not really..its a lot like a love-hate relationship..i guess it's a reminder of being human..like saying you want the truth but never really wanting it..you want YOUR desires to come true..but like what it is - there are mere imaginations of our minds..fantasies...and we all know where that ends..reality never lets you have that happy ending only fairy tales end with...so what do you do?... you live...
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