my first post

So...as the title above says...this is my first post as well as blog which i dont know what i really want to write here..i was just so bored...i guess i shall explain why i chose my link as justsofuckingrandom...hmm...first reason being that all other "random" names were UNAVAILABLE..so i got pissed and wrote from justsorandom which was also unavailable too justsofucking random..haha..well..that did the trick and this is what it got saved as..no way around it now..anyway..i do love myself for being random..i never had just a certain click of friends..i hang out with everybody..i can just sit anywhere and read my book like how i do so in shopping malls..when i get tired of walking around i just sit and read..i can sit and talk to some random stranger...or sometimes i just walk out the door and take a bus to kl just to sightsee and take pictures of kl's beauty as well as flaws..food is always good here...im gonna miss it when i go over to canada..which is only in 7 months..gosh!..time really flies...but i can't wait for christmas!woohooo!!presents and the smiles on everyone's faces makes everything feel so perfect..

going over to canada sounds so fun..its a new environment..there are more cultures to learn about..i can meet new people..i can get out of malaysia's ever rising corruption...but then at the same time i have this ache in my heart...im gonna miss my family..my friends who will still be here..most of them are going overseas too though..but still this is where we grew up..we grew up together..weve been through it all...and now were just being the chicks that flew over the cuckoo's nest...maybe that is what life is about...GROWING UP..not so much physically..because age is not a factor..it is only a number...you learn every day, every hour, every minute, every second...well..not really ever second but im sure you smart people get what i am trying to say..

i am currently reading Jodi Picoult's The Pact..it was pretty draggy at first maybe because i have been so busy so i was never actually into it..but it's getting better now...as sarat said it will..according to her...it was BRILLIANT! with a capital B...haha..i hope it is...

well..i think this first post of mine is good enough for now...till next time..